February 2012
10 posts
Oh Valentines
I hope she likes the song I wrote for her, and my mediocre voice haha. I’m so excited for valentines day I can’t even sleep right now! Which is no good cause I don’t want to look like a zombie tomorrow haha.
The pain in my eyes screams and cries
When it’s late I write songs for you. They never end up anywhere except trapped in purgatory on my laptop. I love writing for you even though you don’t even know it yet. That’s the only thing that keeps me up late EVERY NIGHT. One day you’ll know this.
AhhhYeahhhhh
Been Playin’ Mandolin, Guitar, and violin like a BEAST
Not for the Stoics
Tonight I lost myself. I just danced crazy and didn’t care what anyone thought of me. My Girlfriend is making me break boundaries I never noticed existed before. She’s making me feel free in heart and spirit, which is only the beginning of why I have fallen in love with her unlike anyone else in my entire life. I’ve fallen SO hard somedays I really do feel disoriented like,...
January 2012
18 posts
Venting
Modesty is the best policy. That is all.
I will always remember this night as the first night I’ve LIVED. I’ve never felt so sure of anything in my whole life :)
2 a.m.
I can’t write what I feel in words.. I hate it. My heart is on fire, my brain is restless. My body is tired, and my soul is gracious.
Real
I haven’t been trustworthy, lying is a big problem that I need to fix. How can you form any relationship without trust? I’m an idiot and I have a lot of problems I need to work out. I can act all perfect, but I’m just a big mess looking to wreck everything nice around me. I don’t want to wreck this. I want to be the best I can be for her. I want to be the real me. What is...
still… up… *twitch one of these days I’ll actually get sleep. Starting to think I have insomnia
Seniors Drive Over 55
Got a Graphic Design job. This will be some HARD work. Bring it Illustrator, Bring it Photoshop.
Gahhh
I totally went off on my gf today. Should have put it nicer, but I meant every word I said and held back even more. What’s comforting is that I know we’ll work this out. We Both always want it to work out. And we never have to force it. Yes we disagree sometimes, but we’ll always calm down and grow to understand each other better. We don’t change for each other, we change...
To describe Her from A to Z
Amazing, Beautiful, Caring, Dear, Elegant, Fantastic, Gentle, Hot, Indescribable, Jovial, Kinetic, Lovely, Modest, Natural, Original, Passionate, Quirky, Romantic, Sincere, Thrilling, Unorthodox, Vivacious, Wonderful, Xoxoxox, Youthful, Zealous. Xylophonic wasn’t sufficient enough.
December 2011
23 posts
A taste of my new acoustic that I got for...
What's happening?
I need a good night’s sleep. My body is asking one question…
Lemon Cookies and Tea
Tumblin’ at Two. Wicked alliteration. I’m absorbed in thought and timed by inspiration.
As pathetic as it may seem to some, I love writing to myself. You wanna know why? I’m an Aries. That’s it, I’ll blame it on the cosmos. Anyways, time to sleep and quit having so much excitement over something so stupid.
Funny talking to a girl who was so mad and bolted into my work and threw my jacket into my face. Now she wants to be friends again. I remember that letter she held and my jacket on the floor with tears in her eyes. My manager was staring at me like O.o oh my God, what the hell is going on in my store? I’m not sure how to handle this.
The Metaphysical.
Farewell, farewell! but this I tell To thee, thou Wedding-Guest! He prayeth well, who loveth well Both man and bird and beast. He prayeth best, who loveth best All things both great and small; For the dear God who loveth us, He made and loveth all.” The Mariner, whose eye is bright, Whose beard with age is hoar, Is gone; and now the Wedding-Guest Turned from the bridegroom’s door. He...
All In the Figurative Language
Article I read about Failing Hard Drives.
“-Don’t try to be a hero. If there’s time, get your data backed up. If there’s not—nasty noises, for example—get it out of the computer or enclosure, wrap it in anti-static plastic or aluminium foil and keep it safe until you can send it to a professional. Hard drives are very sensitive, just like those kids who die their hair black and write...
Cola and Toast
The other day someone said I’m too nice to everyone. Another person told me I’m a jerk and to never talk to her again. I guess I’m a different person with every individual I know which is kind of… exciting. Thankfully I am who I want to be around my Lady. I haven’t shown any strange facade like I have in the past. I guess this is as real as it gets. Everyday I wonder...
The List
I am not magnificent. I’m not even near perfect. I need help. Maybe if I start showing more selflessness, someone will take the time to show me the way. I want to be the best I can be. Not what someone else wants me to be. I want to perform at the House of Blues with a Band and songs I can be proud of. I want to play a bigger role in the charity work I’ve been doing lately. I want to...
Girls. Here's a couple of hints.
We guys don’t care if you talk to other guys. We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys. But when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that...