Tumblin’ at Two. Wicked alliteration. I’m absorbed in thought and timed by inspiration.
As pathetic as it may seem to some, I love writing to myself. You wanna know why? I’m an Aries. That’s it, I’ll blame it on the cosmos. Anyways, time to sleep and quit having so much excitement over something so stupid.
"-Don’t try to be a hero. If there’s time, get your data backed up. If there’s not—nasty noises, for example—get it out of the computer or enclosure, wrap it in anti-static plastic or aluminium foil and keep it safe until you can send it to a professional. Hard drives are very sensitive, just like those kids who die their hair black and write poems about suicide. Don’t mess with them."
Strange Simile. Comparing emo kids to failing internal computer hard drives…
The other day someone said I’m too nice to everyone. Another person told me I’m a jerk and to never talk to her again. I guess I’m a different person with every individual I know which is kind of… exciting. Thankfully I am who I want to be around my Lady. I haven’t shown any strange facade like I have in the past. I guess this is as real as it gets. Everyday I wonder what my past would have been like if I would have just been one person to everyone. I would never change it for the world, but it will always keep me wondering. The other day I had the most in depth conversation with my girlfriend. I have never had a conversation like that with anyone EVER… which is sad and yet amazing. I miss my Best Friend Mitchell who is totally kicking it in Hawaii for 3 years. I need to visit him sometime and totally go surfing and party it up. I want to go Snowboarding soon either Brian Head or Snowbowl. Anywho, hope everyone on Tumblr is letting loose and not worrying too much about their Final Exams.
I am not magnificent. I’m not even near perfect. I need help. Maybe if I start showing more selflessness, someone will take the time to show me the way. I want to be the best I can be. Not what someone else wants me to be. I want to perform at the House of Blues with a Band and songs I can be proud of. I want to play a bigger role in the charity work I’ve been doing lately. I want to run my own business and work how I want to work. I want to live doing what I love. I want to Love someone who Loves me even when I make mistakes, someone who helps me become a better man and not someone who just scowls at my perceptions and norms. I want to continue longboarding and hike up to the most beautiful mountains. I want to camp and fish. Wake up on a cold early morning with a view of the sunrise and drink my coffee outside of my tent. I want to rock climb and sky dive. Maybe even Mountain Bike. I want to go to a Bears game. I want to travel to Hawaii and surf with my best friend. I want to travel the world. Rome, Ireland, Korea, Australia, Sweden. So many things I want to do. Maybe this list will get checked off someday.
We guys don’t care if you talk to other guys. We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys. But when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we’re still there. We don’t care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. That it can’t wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you’re pretty/beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don’t tell us we’re wrong. We’ll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don’t be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I’m in. Let us pay for you! don’t ‘feel bad’ We enjoy doing it. It’s expected. Smile and say ‘thank you. Kiss us when no one’s watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody is looking, we’ll be more impressed. You don’t have to get dressed up for us. If we’re going out with you in the first place, you don’t have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are and not what you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she’s just in her pj’s. or my t shirt and boxers, not all dolled up. Don’t take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don’t get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don’t talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It’s boring, and we don’t care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word ‘handsome’/’beautiful’ I’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with ‘Hey handsome!’ instead of ‘Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy’ or whatever else you can think of. On the other hand I’m not saying i wouldn’t like it ether ; ) Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren’t being treated right by a guy, don’t wait for him to change!!!!! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes….and say ‘i love you’ ..and actually mean it.
One day I’ll finish all of my work and release them all at once. But until then this is my prized project. My only Completed song because I’m always critical. I toss out about half of my projects rather than finishing them and start over from scratch, so it’s finally nice to have one I’m satisfied with. Enjoy!
That Barbie was ace, especially chillin right by the bush telly. cudos to Colby Hill for helpin’ with the cleanup. Man, not hostin a house party for a long while, if ever again haha. I just like going to them.
As the aussies say it. We just Bogged into that food.
For anyone interested in Metaphysics and Old Sci-fi novels of course, Time Machine by H. G. Wells is perfect for you. Only began the first couple chapters and it’s in depth with non-fictional philosophical views on space and time, with fictional characters and so far a very intriguing plot.
Next on my list: Foundation Series by Isaac Asimov